When Govardhana-sila came to New Vrindaban
(Taken from an undated 1983 Brijabasi Spirit)
When Radhanatha Swami returned from the Mayapura festival this year, he brought back a special gift for the holy dhama. Kirtananda Swami told him in India, “Your mission in coming to India is to obtain one Govardhana-sila to be worshipped along with Sri Nathaji.” Radhanatha Swami and Mahabuddhi went to see Narayana MaharaÂja, one of Srila Prabhupada’s great supporters, and received instructions on how to obtain this sacred form of the Lord. Narayana Maharaja explained to them that the sila can’t be directly taken from Govardhana Hill and worÂshipped, but must be presented to one as a gift from a Vrindaban Babaji.
With the help of Omkara dasa, the pujari at the Krsna-Balarama temple in Vrindaban, Radhanatha Swami and Mahabuddhi went to Govardhana Hill and after a hot hour of searching under the blazÂing midday sun of Vrindaban, they found that which they were seeking: a beautiful Govardhana sila, big enough to be carried in two hands. Carefully wrapping His Lordship in a silk cloth, the trio proceeded to Radha-kunda and bathed Him. Still needing the blessings of a Vrindaban Brijabasi, they visited the samadhi-temple of Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, where they introduced themselves to the head priest. Radhanatha Swami handed the sila to the priest, who began chanting various prayers. After a few minutes, the priest handed the sila back to Radhanatha Maharaja with his blessings to begin the puja. Also, according to Omkara, Govardhana-sila must be offered huge amounts of foodstuffs and bathed in large quantities of milk.
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I was actually the first person to start worshiping this Govardhana Sila that Radhanath Swami and Mahabuddhi prabhu brought back from India.
At that time, I was the pujari for the 2 Salagram Sila’s that New Vrindaban had.
Srila Prabhupada said that we (the devotees in New Vrindaban) should begin Salagram Sila worship. The only other ISKCON temple in the world that was worshiping Salagram Silas was in Mayapur. New Vrindaban was the second temple. I don’t recall the details of Their coming, so I’ll leave that story for another day.
The Govardhana Sila had been in the community for some time before worship began. Although I was the devotee who was supposed to perform the service, I was very reticent to begin; there wasn’t, in my opinion, suitable paraphernalia for His worship- no jewelry, crowns, outfits, bathing paraphernalia sized to fit Him- little things like that.
Daily, Kirtanananda Swami would enter the pujari room during the morning puja; he would pay personal attention to what was going on in the Deity worship, who was serving Whom, and what wasn’t going on.
“Did you begin worshiping the Govardhana Sila today?†he’d ask me.
“No†I would reply. “I need paraphernaliaâ€.
“What do you need?â€
“Well, more than the few sets of outfits we have. Some jewelry, crowns. Bathing paraphernalia would be nice tooâ€. Actually, They had only 2 or 3 outfits, plain cloth, simple, with no embroidery. Each week They wore the same outfits at least twice. The other deities in the community each had dozens of richly embroidered outfits, and Everyone’s outfits would be coordinated each day. Except Govardhana.
And no one seemed to be taking much of an interest, or so it seemed to me.
So in protest, I didn’t begin the puja.
After all, once the worship began, I reasoned, the struggle to get anything would greatly increase, so better to get what I wanted up front. Life back then had enough struggles. Better to prevent new ones, if at all possible. We residents of New Vrindaban took to heart the concept Srila Prabhupada writes about in the Srimad Bhagavatam, wherein he describes how Vidura “cheated†Sanjaya, and others, by convincing Dhrtarastra to leave home without telling anyone. “That great souls cheat others may be astonishing to know, but it is a fact that great souls cheat others for a great cause.†(SB 1.13.37 purport). We had great enthusiasm for, at least, part of this principle. We had our favorite quotes that we would, whenever possible, mold our lives around: “It’s not an offense to steal maha-prasadam†Srila Prabhupada had said. Another favorite quote: “If you can’t stay awake for Bhagavatam class, you should move to one of our farm communitiesâ€. We took this as a license……………
It went on like this, day after day. I really don’t remember how long it was, but not an insignificant period of time.
One morning, while I was engaged in doing the puja (lemme tell you now, doing the Salagram puja the way we did it back then required a few skills: the ability to chant Sanskrit slokas like an auctioneer on speed (it wasn’t require to know what you were saying, just to be able to say it; a skill that is quite commonplace now) the ability of an orchestra conductor with a small ensemble; knowing where all the paraphernalia was without actually seeing it (it ended up quite messy some days); and the ability to stay awake while sitting for an hour at 5:00 in the morning (a skill acquired after much trial and error). Devotees would often visit the little closet where we did the puja, look in and listen, then wander away in amazement, wondering WHY anyone would want to do puja like that. It wasn’t for everyone………….) someone came to the puja room and said “Maharaja wants you nowâ€. Irritated at being disturbed (there just wasn’t enough time for the puja, what to speak of interruptions) I went into the temple room.
“Did you start doing the puja yet for Govardhana?â€
“Noâ€. Concise, to the point answer.
“Why not?â€
“No paraphernaliaâ€. Really, I gotta get back to Salagram…………….
“JUST DO IT!!â€
“Alright, tomorrow†(this was generally an acceptable excuse to delay anything).
“NO, NOWâ€.
I skulked back to the pujari room, most likely mumbling unkind things, and did some rudimentary worship- what, exactly, I have no idea.
But the devotees liked seeing Him worshiped, and gradually paraphernalia began to appear- more outfits, and nice ones too. Jewelry; crowns; bathing paraphernalia sized for Him (He is big, whereas the other 2 Salagrams we had were quite small, easily fitting into the palm of your hand).
And gradually the quality of the worship improved. He has a difficult surface to ‘paint’ a face onto, and have it look like something other than what a child would do.
And so the puja began……………………